ABORTION BECAUSE OF TOXIC RELATIONSHIP

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  1. Bless up my girl. My god bless u was in a similar suitation and didn’t regret it,I’m free and happy no more heartache and problems.

      1. If you can live with the decision go ahead. But i heard it is not easy to live with for some ppl. I totally understand being involved with a toxic, lying ass demon man. It was so bad for me that at 4 months pregnant i was contemplating having an abortion. My baby is now 3 yrs.He is still the worst person ever. He hold out alot on the baby all becuz i left his ass during my pregnancy and never looked back once. My son is my everthing though.

  2. Very interesting story!
    I can understand you 100%. It was like reading about myself in the middle-to the -end. I met a guy myself in New York and we moved so fast with each other we never once had the opportunity to speak about being committed. It just happened. My first 2 month of dating him, he punched me in face because we were at a restaurant & he joke and said he cannot wait to breed me. I giggled back and said “who..mi nah breed fi nobody”. I meant no harm. Didn’t even knew I did something wrong. Once we got in the car he punched me in my face. I was so shocked that I did nothing. Tears flowing down my face & I’m quiet because I’m trying to figure out what I did wrong so because I didn’t see any wrong I stayed quiet because I wasn’t sure if he would punch me again. Mind you this is 2 months of dating. That same night when he got to his home, I asked for my car key (Yes it was my car he was driving). He started acting belligerent. I yelled at him and said “I am so done with you after tonight.” Immediately he said “what? U think u can have me fall in love & u want to leave my life?” BOOM he punch me AGAIN. I started crying heavy now. Cars were passing and I was asking them to stop and call 911 because he had took my phone and he can them off and threaten them. Of course they drove off. He grab me hand and took me inside his house and started apologizing and making love to me. He begged and I fell for it. 3rd or 4th month I got pregnant. Had no idea either because I never had any morning sickness for the entire 8 weeks. When I told him he was so excited & starting be extra nice to me. I started to hate this boy so much. Everything about him disgusted me. I was miserable and when I said hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee omg it was SCARY! I decided to do an abortion because I couldn’t see myself having a child for a bum like him. No education! No GED! Not even a decent bedroom set at his age at least! I went back after doing the abortion 3weeks later! He continued to put his hands on me and eventually I learned that I don’t love him. I only love his sex. Nothing else and nothing more. I realize he’s not on my level & we don’t want the same things out of life. You have to put you first ALWAYS! No one wants to be alone but never get comfortable with a low life bum. I was losing myself and becoming like a bum just like him. I tried many times to leave and ended up staying 2yrs! I found the strength to leave for good! I toughen up my heart and recall all the unnecessary ass neatens he gave me. A bum without a GED, a $15 hr job and a barrel as his dresser was beating my college degree, ambitious, independent, hard prettt working girl like myself. You have to remind urself you LOVE u. Even if u never had love from your parents or anyone in this world, u have to make sure u love YOU! & so does GOD. Pray and trust the journey. I wish him the best but he will always remain where he is in life! Nothing good will grow from him

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