Her Diary Day 1
Hello diary, I am very upset at the moment because I went to shoot pool and Lloyd brought his present girlfriend. Usually, the other girls do not bother me but she was smiling a little too hard for my liking. I know this is very stupid but I do not like that he has this sort of attachment to one person. I prefer when he dates at least two girls at a time and his heart is not in one place. This is the third time I have seen him out with this girl. I am able to guard myself against any clinging relationships that I may encounter but I worry about him getting soft and not being able to carry out our plans. I am sure he knows that we must and will get married. Even though we do not get along and we do not speak for months at a time we are inseparable. The next time we meet I will be sure to be “dolled” up.
Her Diary Day 2
Hello Diary, I will be going to a party tonight and I am going all out, I am pushing my appearance to the roof. Funny, how my daddy saw me and Pat putting on clay and asked me if I wanted some “bull shit” to stretch the clay. Ha! Ha! My skin will be shining tonight and my hair is soaked in honey and eggs and I will be receiving a call tonightJ
Her Diary Day 3
Hellooooo Diary, Well I finally received a call from Lloyd but I missed it L . I saw Lloyd twice last night and I could just smell him. I will never know what it is not to love and hate him. Unfortunately I just cannot call him back that’s just not the way it works. I am not even going to think about it anymore. We were supposed to get back together on my 24th birthday and that was what we promised. I just cannot let him get attached to anybody else because I would be heart broken. I do not know how to live with him and I cannot live without him. I guess it’s time for me to light my spliff and think until I fall asleep. He smells so good. I LOVE HIM
Her Diary Day 4
That FUXA neva called me back ………………I am so upset right now ………I feel like shaving my head ………I wish I never met him. I cannot ..this is killing me….Just when I was about quitting smoking I have another reason to smoke
Day 5 His Diary
Bianca and I almost had a good time last night and I found out some new things about her. Bianca does not like to get dirty even if it is beyond her control. See the rain fell and she was not happy that her jeans got really dirty I stooped down and rolled the ends for her but she was just not happy. It would have picked her up but her attitude got in the way. If it was Anna….. well she would not have a problem with that because like me she grew up on a farm. A little mud a little shit is nothing to write home about …and pouting I believe should be reserved for pigs. Anyhow, I think I will have to try calling Anna again
Day 6 His Diary
Yes!!!!!! I spoke to Anna yesterday I have no idea why I am this excited I have known her forever. Anyway my conversation went good I told her that tomorrow I was going to build a greenhouse and she said she is coming. I wish I told her I was doing it today because it’s been a week since I saw her but …I can wait……
Well, Anna is here and although she is beside me she will not read what I am writing we are both high this is what we do when we are happy. No words can describe how connected we are……… Anna rolls my spliff and we smoke it until it is out and sit at the pond until she falls asleep and I take her inside …I wish we would never spend anytime apart but this is how it goes we end up back together and all those days of separation seem so far away ……..Anna never really ask me any questions about girls that I see while we are apart and for some strange reason I always ending up telling her something about them …and they always ask me something about her ……everything with Anna is so intense ….everything …….
Day 5 Her Diary
Lloyd called me today…………..I cannot wait to smell him…………….
Day 6 Her Diary
I am singing…………Sweet baby life is crazy but there is one thing I am sure of I am your lady always baby and I love you now and ever………Well I am going with Lloyd tomorrow to help him with his greenhouse I am so happy Nobody in my house is ever surprised when Lloyd is out of my life and no one is when he is back in my life….. It felt like we were always together and I still light up like a candle stick when he calls me …………….I just love the way he says madAnna …I love it …………..All is well ….All is well……….
Day 7 Her Diary
Lloyd picked me up and I was so happy to see him ….my heart melted I am not even sure why after so many years this happens but we have such a force that makes it almost impossible for us to speak to each other for the first ten minutes….then we are back to normal as if nothing happened We work so well together we started the green house together it is just amazing I know this is more than love …I could spend the rest of my life with him I do not care about anybody else or what they think… We always enjoy anything we do together …and we sit at the pond and he always wait until I fall asleep so that he can carry me inside……..and then he kisses me on my neck and a right desso it done …………………………………
Story by ”Real”