Hi..so last yr my bf and i broke up.we lived together and in that little time he was all over the place with girls being a man (dog). We were separated for a month and a half but during the entire time he was saying he wanted us to get back together but that i didnt appreciate him.
After realizing he was linking with a girl that was on his fb, during our relationship she was all over his page liking pics and asking if she will be invited to our wedding, i immediately shut it down. My issue is this, i am not sure that i can really love this person again. I think i only wanted to prove that i would be the one he chose. Even though he does everything to ensure i am happy i still cant get over the fact that he went on the rebound so soon when we broke up. I mean i have no right to dictate what he does when were are not together and i was the one that ended it, but i am somehow unable to forgive.
Now i find myself going out of my way to ensure that he is miserable. The worst part is i am enjoying every moment of it. Should i just end it?
I want to know also if other women find themselves feeling the same after getting back together with someone they were with before.